new year's evil...

it's currently about quarter to 3 in the morning... i'm wide awake and bored... it's the new year and i'm by myself at my dad's house having just finished a 10.5 hour shift at the restaurant...

they said the money would be better than it was... although it still was a night where i walked away with a pretty decent stack of dough, i'm pondering whether it was worth the forfeit... it had its moments of fun, i guess... i'd rather not do it again... less than an hour into 2007 i was in tears in the back... one of my tables dined and dashed... on new year's... that never happens at our restaurant... yeah...

needless to say that didn't exactly make my night... gawd i wish i spent it slugging back a bottle of shiraz -- even on my lonesome... sure, i'm bitter right now and not afraid to show it... even a lengthy talk with my handsome couldn't cure me... i hung up the phone and bawled...

new year's ain't all it's cracked up to be... i'll make up for it tomorrow making homemade pizza and reeling in the company of my love... oh, and i'll drink that bottle of shiraz... sigh... hope y'all had a good one...