no money, mo' problems...

i'm broke... i had to beg my parents for a little loan today to make it through the rest of the year... a small miscalculation and rent checks from january and february that i thought had been long deposited, have ruined me... (don't worry if that makes no sense... it's a long story)
how did this happen? GOOD QUESTION!!!! i didn't spend frivolously - i actually barely touch my account because of the sweet benefit of having tip cash from my waitressing gig... i even saved over a grand in paychecks to ensure i was "in the money"... however, all of this correct information is not helping me out now... argh! it's one thing after another lately!!!!
life is too damn expensive... and i fuckin' hate asking my 'rents for money... HATE IT!!!!

good thing it was a sunny day today and we were dogsitting the fudge puppy once again... i know, i know, it's not like my life is over... as my roomie says, it could've been worse and my parents could have said i had to come up with the money some way some how...
right now = high stress level = tara not happy
and the future doesn't look so bright since i'm chasing jobs/internships that don't pay and have no current source of income lined up for the summer... of course i was blessed to be one of those extremely irritating worry-warts in life too...

i think i just found a gray hair...