it's easy to get used the way things are... then when faced with a period of change, whether long or short, if feels like life's routine is off kilter...
while he's away i'll still go through the same motions... there's no sense in crying a river... it just means solo time for turkey day and less than two weeks of solitude in our abode... i'll put more effort into filling my days with others and occupying myself with activities...
but, it's only been a few hours now and admittedly, i already feel a noticeable void... just like the emotions i go through about being away from my familiar life, i reflect on whether i take him for granted... and i wish i'd spent a longer portion of the morning in his embrace...
"don't it always seem to go, that you don't know what you got 'til it's gone..."
geez... how'd i get so sappy?
