in a sentimental mood...

you've become my pair of rose-coloured glasses...
i see the world in a different hue...
my sense of panic has subsided...
i'm calm and rested and savour everything in my path...

committment always frightened me... it was something that made me feel strapped down, rigid, full of promises and would only lead to me making mistakes... sometimes, i wore my heart on my sleeve, but usually i hid myself away and struggled with uttering terms and titles like "boyfriend" and "relationship"... now everyone's up in arms that i've changed my status on both facebook and myspace... times they are a-changin'...

you let me in so much... that fear that plagued me seems so juvenile now... how has it only been so little time? i'm starting to think that minutes, hours, days, weeks and months aren't an accurate measure of us... not that i really know what is... i try not to think about it too much -- instead i'm just dousing myself in this bliss...