so, am i older and wiser? no... in fact it feels like i'm just coasting through my twenties... although the fact that moving into rez seemed like minutes ago is still making my head spin considered i'm now the proud owner of a university degree... every now and then it hits me that i've exited the education world, quite possibly never to dip my toes into it again... and last week i was breaking out into a cold sweat every so often as the walls of my father's house slowly began to close in on me -- hey, it's tough being independent and then breaking yourself down into being a stereotypical failure to launch ex-student...
i keep telling myself it's only for the summer, which it mainly is... and judging from the tips i witnessed during my training shift at the restaurant this evening, i think i'm beginning to see that hopeful light once again...
p.s. - after each of my shifts i've been able to successfully put my tongue ring back in... my new motto is that the richies can change me for a few hours, but not forever...
