insomnia...

you'd think after a weekend at home, barely sleeping, that i would return to ottawa for a full night of winks... well, no...

for some reason, i've always been a night hawk... i stay up late doing everything or nothing at all, regardless of whether i'm exhausted or have to be up early the next day... i don't think i've gone to bed earlier than about 12:30 in quite some time... and if i do, i toss and turn until finally i slip into true slumber... i listen to music, surf the net, blog, read, dance around my room, try on my clothes -- you name it, i do it while you're sleeping...

it's a different story on a night when i'm out making friends with alcohol... those nights are meant to come to a slow, dismal end at around 3 or 4 in the morning... but even on a night when 8:30 morning class is just around the corner to meet me, i'm up, wasting my life away...

i used to stay up late every night in second year, collaging images from fashion magazines and watching endless amounts of muchmusic with my old roomie aine... now i'm usually the last one rustling in the house on any given night, all by my lonesome... chalk up falling asleep at night as one of those things i don't do so well...