and often they're even harder to admit...
you deserved so much more than what i gave tonight...
yet i was the one that ended up in tears...
this isn't how i wanted it to happen...
i wanted to see your face...
even though that situation would have hit me even harder...
i don't want us to be strangers...
but so i'm unsure as to where we go from here...
i hope you know i wanted this to work...
it was all i wanted for awhile...
i took comfort in your comfort...
if only i could pin point what happened inside me...
maybe then you could understand...
my apologies don't cut it...
even i struggle to figure out how it all changed...
but like you said, you've been there before too...you can't help the way you feel...
and then after i breathe heavy into the phone with tears streaming down my face, struggling to put an end to this difficult phone call, i return to my computer screen to see you've left me a silly message...
you always were a silly goose...
