Monday, November 01, 2004

and the plot thickens...

i never knew it was this hard to juggle... the dating game should come with a warning... ok, so let's re-cap a bit of this week... first off, things were crazy hectic all week with things to do and people to see... blah, blah, blah... film buff eye candy cheers me up on thursday (a not so good day) by surprising yours truly with an eternal sunshine of the spotless mind poster... such a sweetie! but, no, i am not allowed to be smitten...
next there is frosh boy (we'll call him that cuz i've yet to really discuss him yet)... well frosh boy is beginning to seem like the right choice... he's fun, we get along and he genuinely cares about me... plus, i was utterly impressed by his second place winning edward scissorhands costume for halloween! and he calls me "babe" or "cutes" which is just so darling...
however, here lies the sticky part... there is also mr. firestation (no, not because it's my silly way of saying he's hot, but because i met him at a bar called firestation)... he's older, looking to settle down more i think and - though it sounds weird to say - i think he likes me too much... he bought me a dress this weekend... that's right, a dress... i was telling him briefly about a smashingly gorgeous dress i eyed at the mall the other day and he showed up at my place of employment on friday night to give it to me... what do i do?!?!?
is it right to keep a gift from someone that maybe you don't see yourself being with long term? really i shouldn't necessarily be asking right from wrong as i am seeing two guys at the same time and not telling either one of them this... ugh, get me off this crazy thing called love*...

*note: term love was used as a clever way to play on a saying... i do not love either of these men and am still confident in my fear of committment... hehe