it's hard to decide whether to wear your heart on your sleeve sometimes, or to just go on with things and go through the motions... as much as i'm not exactly into cryptic melancholy and using emotionally heart-wrenching song lyrics as status updates, it's still hard to pretend like nothing has changed when clearly everything is suddenly different...
and now the nagging feeling is "now what?"...
every time i hear footsteps in the hallway, i wait for the sound of his key turning in the lock... the silence is palpable...
